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My Tuesdays are AWESOME... meaning i don't have any classes on Tuesdays. That means i can party on Monday nights. Except tonight i cleaned my room. Bleach still makes me cough.
Happy new year i guess.
i sort of miss last semesters. Only because one of my mwf classes.. i'm lame... because it's a lame reason.
i don't really have any new year's resolutions.. well maybe a few. One of them is trying to put off getting a credit card as long as i canbut once i get one it will be sweet. WILLPOWER. i will wait at least three months before i go back to work for the summer to get it. Planning on buying a sweet t-shirt from engrish.com.
Another Resolution is keep busy and in touch with friends. This is a bad time of year for that. For the past few years January brings depression in full effect. Every time i ditched all of my friends and had to make new ones. I'm not sure why.. i don't want that to happen this year.
i saw Hostel on Friday. We only got there 15 minutes before it stared so we couldn't find seats for all of us to stay together in the normal seating. We took the power seats in the front... you know, the ones that you need to turn your head to see the rest of the screen. The beginning of the movie consisted of boobs and ass. I have to say that i have never seen an ass that big in my life. I cringed a lot. The ending was good.
Politicians bash each other too much. But i am not one to talk about politics
I won't ever promise i am back up to par with lj again, but i hope everyone is well.
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[28 Nov 2005|09:10pm] |
Fifteen hours until the test, and i am still on sponges. I've switched from tea and twin to coffee, sugar and chocolate milk. It's pretty much crash course from here.
Now that i am kicked out of the library i have a huge urge to just lay on my bed... i wish we had a 24 hour library... maybe not though.. people might go crazy.
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[20 Nov 2005|11:06pm] |
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This entry is caused most directly caused by the lack of computer access on my behalf. I never knew i had become so dependent; oh well. It's up and running with a new monitor... well old-new, but it works. Sometimes it makes colors funny, and it is a little dark. I have an urge to go into gamma correction and adjust every thing. Thinking about university though, so i am poor student who can't afford a better monitor. I keep spending though. Far, far too much spending, like on movies.
Speaking of; i went to Harry potter last night.
I have to say it was really good and you should maybe go see it. ya i'm kind of lame sometimes.. and Harry is still a douche. We went to the very latest show because the other four were sold out. We got there very early because we planned on going to an earlier one, so we went to the 24 hour shoppers for a while and bought candy. The movie ended around 1:15, and it is a long drive back to the dorms, so by the time we got there everyone just went to bed. I had a really weird dream though, it was filled with a lot of dead people and dirty bathrooms.
For some reason i thought fashion was spelled some weird french way. Damn the french.
Today i watched Sleepy Hollow, where I was called morbid for laughing when the guy was hit in head with a cross. I always thought there was supposed to be an element of humor about the movie, but apparently that makes me sick and twised.
I sort of hate dorm food. On the weekends we have to get food from cafe des lys... and it is sort of nasty there. I was hoping they would have waffles with whip cream today for breakfast, but instead they had pasta. Who eats pasta for breakfast? Their food always has a funny tast to it.
I don't feel very good.. it is sort of hard to think right now, so i might go to bed. Maybe I will watch anime.
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| duck in cover, it's an entry of doom; DOOM! |
[28 Sep 2005|08:53pm] |
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What i -should- be doing is my homework, but instead i am stalking lj... and it made me realize that lj kicks ass. I miss talking to everyone and leaving comments. Anyway.
So, res life is fine i guess... my room is a mess though, and my walls are still bare. I need to buy sticky-tack. I kind of need to buy a lot of things... and yet i barely ever leave campus. I am SO ISOLATED<--- shift-. However i did leave the other day with Mandy. I was planning on going alone and learning how to ride the buss because now they aren't on strike anymore, but then Mandy said she wanted to go with me, so she drove. We went to value-village and it was killer. I got some shirts. My favorite shirt that i bought has a hood on it, and... the hood and sleeves are plad; IT'S AMAZING! i got them all for the price of $8. It made my day. We also went to the mall and i got a book-bag. It is kind of plane though.. so i am going to go to the custom shirt place and put stuff on it; any suggestions?
As for Regina friends... i think i made a few.. sort of. Most of them came from my floor... and i also learned how creepy some of the people on my floor are. I hope i am not one of the creepy ones,
Well that is enough for an entry today. I am actually kind of proud of myself for finally writing one *grabs apple for shirt rubbing*, but i am happy. For now, i am going to watch Gundam Seed Destiny and then go to sleep because tomorrow, i am going to get up early and go to the gym. After my classes tomorrow me and Karl are going to do something, i'm excited, i always have fun with her.
Sugarpain fo' real yo.
Goonight!
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[14 Sep 2005|03:50pm] |
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Well I am on my second week of university... the first was pretty much ok... and now i have a lot of homework. I should be doing that instead of updating my awesome blog of awesomeness, but i thought it was about time for another entrey.
I have met a few people. The weekend was fun. That's about it. I need to remember how to make good blogs, it's time for a crash course.
I have to go and to laundry today. Karolayna said that when she lived in res, people would take her laundry basket while she was waiting for her cloths.
Res is fun though.. i ususaly meet people in the tv room. The garbage room is scary, it's cold and it smells bad. At night they turn off the lights in there which makes it even more scary. Nathan put his garbage in there at night and i shut the door on him. I thought it was pretty funny at the time.
well... I shoud go and do laundry.
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[10 Sep 2005|05:17pm] |
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That's right, this is me crawling back to livejournal once again. I am sorry for not being around. Anyone want to forgive me? If not, then fuck the bitches!
I feel sick right now... probly from all of the candy today.
I am in my dorm right now.. it is a little lonely here. I need to make friends.
Karolayna lives here... i have only seen her once so far. I feel kind of pathetic though, because i have called here for like... the past three days. But she has her own appartment. I hope we can make cupcakes one day.
I have only left campus once since i have been here... and i didn't accomplish anything. It's going to be kick as once I use public transortation. I never used the us in moosejaw... so i have never been in a city buss. Right now the regina bus people are on strike... so I cant go anywhere.
That was lame. Fuck i suck.
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| New single? |
[24 Jul 2005|12:34pm] |
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When did this happen? Either it just came out, or I missed the boat.
CLEVER SLEAZOID is a cool name though. Wonder if they will release a preview.
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[10 Jul 2005|11:58am] |
Today I woke up feeling very good as apposed to when I went to sleep. I suppose this means my body chemistry is back to normal?
I had some strange dreams last night. The most prominent one would have to be sitting next to my friend on a hill screaming at her not to die. With blood running from her eyes and mouth, I was sure that if I didn't stop, she would simply grow tired of life and let herself die. I don't think I will ever tell her about the dream....
Well... I guess weird dreams is what I get for subjecting myslef to heat-stroke.
I suppose what ever chemical high I was on earlier is about gone now... but I should finish the post anyway. I guess it is safe to say you can ignore the last post. That night had brought about a new out-look on life. But don't worry they usually transpire once a week. The night was a high I think.. I am slightly down at the moment- but you know, that could just be from the benzene. But thank you to all who were concerned, I am fine mostly.
So far the prospective summer appears bleak. Last summer was the best I have ever had. I doubt this summer will ever come near it. Summer is summer and so far it is fucked.
I am done for today I think... but I will definitely try to post more often.
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[30 Jun 2005|01:22am] |
Rreading an anonymous lj.
I feel like I am going insane.
I hope your blood splatters on the wall. Is it on display for you?
It looks as though anachronism is the way to go.
you fuck around far too much
since when do I need spell check?
Your mind is gone and i am glad i can still see it.
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Something feels different today. Maybe that is why I am updating. I feel like i used to, what ever that means. It was raining last night, and I want to watch anime. I haven't watched any for a long time. I wonder if I can get a hold of naruto episodes anymore. I like this feeling.
Last night I has supper at my grandma's house for easter. I feel just as uncomfortable around family as I do any distant group of people. So I took my music and fell a sleep in the corner. After that I went out with Erika, Shyla... and this other person. I am not really sure that there was a plan for the night to begin with, but it turned out to be filled with her car smoking and us ending up at rent's house. hurray, i can't stand Trent, but neither can Erika, so we made fun of him.
Before all of this me and Erika had made a secret plan to go to my house and grab a Dir en grey cd and get her to play it. Erika and I were the only ones that knew of deg but i am sure it didn't need to be a secret plan, but it was fun anyway.
After we left trent's we couldn't really drive anywhere far due to smoking. We went to the mall parking lot, and apparently Shyla and the other person knew the people that were parked there. I was always one to make fun of the people parked in the mall, so me and Erika stayed in the car and turned up diru. It was great, we pretended we were all hip and new fassion and screamed "freak out the squares" out the window and then some guy looked at me so i licked the window.
So that was last night, not the most exciting night but i needed something to make an entry with. I think i will go and watch anime now. I heard destiny was picked up... hopefully it is still being subbed.
kiss me.
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[03 Mar 2005|06:55pm] |
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oooooooh looklook! I made an icon. I like it. I was influenced by some of ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) _yohness' icons, although mine isn't near as good.
And it isn't THAT emo is it? No, its not, you just like calling me emo. I started it on monday, and monday was a shitty day. But tuesday was really good for some reason... I don't know why. It started with a shower like every morning. oooo then i put on my new hoodie that i bought the other day and my sponge bob underwear. Then i went downstairs to watch cartoons and finish my bio lab.
Biology class was fun, we got to make posters of louis dot structure dna chain diagrams... and no, i didn't have to add that is was a "louis dot structure diagram" but it made it sound like we are actually ina grade 12 class.. except no, not it didn't. Anyway it was fun. I was in a group with Chris and Erica. Our poster was shitty ass, but we blamed it on chris. Every time we noticed something wrong we just said it was because Chris is left handed. ha, stupid Chris. But really it sucked because we played with the paper and glue stick instead of making it. Erica cut out a circle and made a happy face out of it... except it wasn't really a "happy" face... more so a face with x's for eyes and... i don't know what to call it. So then i wanted to make a friend for it. Mine was better because i made the mouth and face out of paper too, it was supposed to look like the one she made, but in the process i decided to make it look like jack... an orange faced jack mind you, but i thought it was pretty good. I told her she had to cherish it for ever. So she tried to make sally but then she gave up. Oh, and while on the subject ofThe Nightmare Before Christmas, I used ebay for the first time and bought a wristband. It has jack on it. I had one before, but i don't know where it is... and i liked it, so i got a new one. It hasn't some yet though.
There was a pep rally that day. They decided to have it in the gym instead of the auditorium so they could have them do lay-ups. It wasn't really a good idea though, because they decided to turn off the lights and use the spot lights. It was funny to watch them try and do lay ups in the dark with spot lights in their eyes. stupid jocks.
And then i went home. I had a nap, and then went to work. Work kind of sucked. It is usually only fun when Cora is working. She is they only girl who works in the kitchen and she is awesome. It was fun to work with Johny too, but he quit. I suppose it is a little fun to work with tyler sometimes, and big o' is fun too. But Cora is still the funniest.
Wednesday i had a bio quiz. I decided to study for it when i got up in the morning after i had a shower. It was cold in my house so i took my binder to my room, but then i fell back a sleep. so ha, i bombed it. Ew, today in bio we did a lab with onions. they had to be cut up and then mashed into a past. lol onions are nasty. Have i ever mentioned i hate onions? They are like a sweaty crotch.
I have a history test tomorrow. I should study. But right now i need a nap.
See what happens when i make an entry? I talk about things like this... like arts and craft time for instnace. Oh well, perhaps some day i will start opening up.
Oh, and one more thing. I have to give another cookie to totchi, because we agreed against her eating the moldy one. So here is your cookie, i hope you get it soon enough this time.
I can't wait to go
Back and do Japan
Get me lots of brand new fans
Osaka, Tokyo
You Harajuku girls
Damn, you've got some wicked style...
GO!
Gwen Stefani kicks.
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I am at my aunts house right now, because i have to stay here while they are gone. It is really cold in here, and i have nothing to do.
The browser on this computer is stupid. It won't keep me logged into lj, so i can't see friend locked posts.
I am going o go and find a blinket.
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| a late gift... bite me. |
[16 Feb 2005|12:53am] |
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Ya so umm... I know it is late, but I got bored so....( I know it is what you ALL wanted for Valentin's )
I hate Valentine's day. But at least i got miss-shaped cookies from various people... who probly shouldn't bake again. Ok they weren't that bad, and i felt specail when ever somone came to me and said "I made you a cookie"... wait a minute no! I HATE VALENTINES DAY! And because i am so bitter, I bought myself chocolates... and ice cream, and candy.
Mmmmk well it is late, and i habe to get cap and gown pictures tomorrow, so i should go to bed. I have still been putting off the f-page mostly, i am still skimming, but i feel the need to make comments! because know how much you want to hear my opinion *cough* but i think i will have time once this week is over, and then it is the break! Uhg, i work every day this week. People keep walking out right during their shifts, then I get asked to take shifts. OHOH!! I got a raise!!! My first one EVER!!! It's really too bad that I am planning on quitting soon. Oh well, i could care less if i got a raise on not, i would make like what... five bucks more on a paycheck?
OK i am goign to sleep now... saying that remended me of camping, when i was talking to Karl while we were trying to go to sleep, and then i flet sick so i said "i'm not talking anymore" and turned over. I feel SO bad, i should apologize again. I was really, really drunk... i don't think i have been "drunk" ever since then. I feel bad about it again. Oh, now all of the camping memories are coming back! I miss camping!!!!
Ya I am really going to sleep now.
Goodnight.
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I am going to give you the bag, and if you don't like it, well thats just contradiction. The can full of invisible is.... is it wrong?
Sure has been a while since I have updated... and even been on lj. I kind of suck at this. I have some catching up to do with reading everyones entries. I tried to read them, but mostly just skimmed through them, and i never commented. So I will go back and read everything.
Umm...hmmm as for the entry... there isn't really one. All i can say that is I am sick today. I have misses so much school of the first two weeks of the second summester. But thats ok.
So... i got bored and decided to make an entry... but now I am bored of making this entry. Hmmm... I think i will go and play RE; the original... well not the original... the remake of the original. It's fun to stab people in the eye. I have only ever finished the remake once, so I think it is about time for another. I want to play Kingdom Hearts.
damn it i just dropped the mouse... having a wireless mouse isn't really a better thing when you're a accident prone.
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In respnce to this... which was in responce to my post before last... why aren't we just using lj comments?
No, I won't give up. NEVER BACK DOWN! Becuase he IS emo, and you know it, you just don't want to realize the conspiracy! And yes, I remembered to take off my shoes, but that damn possum came back and wrecked it all! But i am not sure of the wettness... I think you can swim in it, but I don't think it is wet. And you didn't think I would find out about your new stalk-e? Well, your friends are less trust worthy that you think! Well then, oporation stalk you harder is in full effect! I will not stay out of the appliances! They are the best places. Think I could fit in the microwave? And you already burt the camera i put in the toaster.
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Oooooo everyone come see, i made an entry!
Today I wrote my fist final. It was english and it was the easiest final I have ever written. Even the essays that it included were no match for me! I also think it is the earliest i have ever been out of a final before. lol i'm suck a dork, because laughed at one of the jokes he put in it. Well it wasn't so much of a joke as just a humorous statement.. ya screw you.
My chem exam won't be so easy. Eh, I have two days to study.
Tomorrow I am driving my parents to the airport in regina. They are going to Mexico for ten days. And so I thought wile i am there I should pay a visit to Karolayna and lana. Karl has to draw me a map of how to get to her appartment, because they moved out of the dorms. I will be there at like 5:30, so I am going to take a nap in the parking lot of the airport for a few hours. It should be fun. Oh, and then depending on how long I sleep, i might go to the mall for a while... I hope i can find one though... I will most likely be lost for a while.
mmk bye!
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It's pathetic because i have two..
The Great LiveJournal
Outage of 2005
During the outage I curled into the fetal position and whimpered until LJ was back online.
What did you do?
Brought to you by geek-foo
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The Great LiveJournal
Outage of 2005
During the outage I hoped that pressing reload page would bring live journal back.
What did you do?
Brought to you by geek-foo
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Actually, i talked to toshiyamizukori. I think it was the best conversation with her i have ever had! I love you totchi my emo buddy!
Speaking of conversations with people on my friends list, kameko_87 you know he's emo, and do't just say he is to stop my rambling! ... although when you join in on the insanity is much more fun. I can't bounce on the squishiness of insanity alone Amanda! And besides, you are a stalker, you have an obligation to follow me... unless you have foind someone else?!?!?! What will i do?? I will just have to stalk you even harder to make up for it. Expect to find me in your dryer.
umm... i also hate my hair cut. I want it to be long again! I miss it. And it looks all funny.. it looks like the fron it longer than the back o.0 Amanda said she would cut it for me... BUT I AM SCARED!!!
umm.. yes, i still have a test tomorrow. Should sleep. Goodnight!
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Umm... I got my hair cut today. Umm... I also got candy, because candy makes me happy.
My day was good up until now. So really, I guess I am just tired. Sorry for thoes of you who had to endure the weird and boring conversations with me. hmmm.. k goodnight.
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